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im [20 Dec 2009|01:02am] getting a tear drop tattoo at the end of the month. post comment

im [19 Dec 2009|06:22pm] a tissue that you wipe your tears with and then thrown aside. post comment

the [19 Dec 2009|05:59pm] shit i put myself thu. post comment

FLM [16 Dec 2009|11:58am] "Thats part if the reason it wont work with you and I. Why are you so in need of a girlfriend? The person will come to you when you least expect it or when you look for someone you want and not someone you need." "Reading the last message and try to understand why I dont want to try with you.. You said "You or anyone" Theres no difference between me or anyone else. You dont want me, you just want anyone. im not just anyone, Im not just some other girl. So im sorry" post comment

. [15 Dec 2009|10:43pm] Why cant you find me, cuz I surly can not find you. post comment

. [03 Nov 2009|10:02pm] I reach out but theres nothing to grasp. post comment

ugh [16 Sep 2009|06:28pm] this should be called depressed journal.. cuz this is where i spill my beans all the time. I hate how I been used as a shoulder to cry on for the past 4 months. I hate how I keep getting stood up. I fuckking hate dumb bitches. I guess I need to go to a bar, and hope to find a girl there for the same reason I am.. cuz they have no fucking clue where else to look. the internet is useless. Every one I meet sucks on stands me up after weeks of talking on the phone. Im super picky. I could have a gf if i wanted but fuck im picky. My Mine Rules in loooks.. 1. tits gota stick out more than you belly... 2. No stretch marks that look gross as fuck on your upper arms. I dont mind belly that mmuch.. depending.. 3. Facial birthmarks/moles some of this shit grosses me out... 4. Shorter or JUST my same height. 5. One of your Legs cant be the size of my waist. 6. You cant party to much.. I dont mind a lil but come on.. ugh FUCK. Me. Im not a prize. But I leaned some things and I know how to treat a lady w respect and put the first.. I like to think im very caring and providing. This shit fucks me tho. ... Today toped it off as a old girl hit me up and texted me for like 30 mins and the stoped nothing in mid conversation. Oh yeah soooooooooooo please keep in COMMUNICATION. I CAN TEXT 5 PEOPLE 5 TIMES EACH WHILE TAKEN A CRAP. IT TAKES ONE MIN.. I need to do one of the following.. 1. Get tattooed. 2. Grab a razor or some thing sharp. Im to much of a pussy tho for the 2nd one. 2 comments|post comment

I. [29 Jun 2009|06:39pm] [ mood | blank ] Once again i go out to a bar out to a place to hang out laugh and drink only to find myself surrounded by drunk girls and dudes with tans and frosted hair and that damn Affliction t shirts. Fucking gay. I tried to enjoy meself but found that i was starting to dig a hole in the lip that i was so bitting at. after some more Liquids i decided to ride my bike home and blaze the fatty that i had hidden on my bike. thats when i enjoyed my night riding tho the streets with wind im my hair and a fat joint in my lips. with nothing around but road and nature. I fucking hate drunk bitches that talk about how the got drunk on their credit card and its cool cuz they can like pay it off in like a month or so. post comment

its not [13 May 2009|03:42pm] that im alone. I have like 4 friends. even with them i find my self alone. they are like bros, family.. i dont know. and my dog.. he keeps me company.. but shit i have not had a gf in like 8 years. post comment

. [19 Jan 2009|09:54pm] [ mood | discontent ] I have no one to talk to but my self. well bowser but all he does is lick me. I feel how Griffith does in that icon pic of mine. post comment

todate [09 Jan 2009|12:48am] [ mood | lonely ] ha, from my last entry.. I got a rise and moved to a supervisor at JP i now manage a bunch of dumbasssssssi moved to clifton to a baller house thats huge with keith nikki and john and the pets.since then i have had no luck with ladys.. i dont get it. i was talkig to 2 of them and they both just stoped talking to me outa no where.. cunts. i have not had a gf in like 4 years. i only write in here when im depressed. im lonely. i dont know where to "pick" up gilrs.. i dont drink at all any more. fuck the bars.. and walking my dog and hittingn on girls is creepy..id get sprayed in the face by mace. my dog keeps me company, but i want a girl friend. i only have like 2 friends.. other tan keith and john thatbi consider brothers and my mom thats all. i lost all my connection to my past. i burnt the bridges, thu not talking to them, and the circus put me outa touch. i got some new tats.. inside lip.. behind the ears ribs if i did not post about them yet.. awn i couldent sleep so i got on here.. oh i got a new mac.. an iMAC its dope as fuck. well i could type some more but i think i will bottle it up till one day i'll explode and go on a spreeeeeeeeeeeeeee. 3 comments|post comment

review [01 Mar 2008|12:24am] so i had my year and a half review at jp.. it went super swell, all i could hear was great things about me.. for instance.. i picked up the most calls outa any one last month.. i picked up 320 calls when the 2nd highest only picked up 128. pfft. JP is being good to me i got a buck fifty raise. now i back decent money id say. and to night was the jp party at red stone.. i went drank like 8 beers and a shot but im still not drunk. so good for me.... o well i plan on saving up soem money and getting tattooed. as i was going to buy a tv but tats are sweeter...... post comment

7 week update. [20 Feb 2008|10:39pm] all most 2 months nd well nonthing much has changed but... I a rep for a top porn comp. at jp. i negotiated at 5000job that consisted of 26000 plastic cards with scratch off.. that we do not do.. so i had to out source that shit and shop around for the best deals.. bla bla bla. i got job and my bosses were sooo proud of me they gave me a new 4g nano the silver square kind.. woo. annd im getting a raise in a week. tight. hmm i found out that i hardly can drink any more.. like 3 and i get a fat buzz.. they a head ache and in the morring my tummy hurts.. wtf.. but i dont care i will only drink when i go out to eat or at a party.. and i hardly go to them.. hmm i should be tattooed soon. and yeah recently just got a bit depressed do to me not being social and not having a lady friend, or just more friends if that. i miss the old kent days when we had soem good times. no its all work and play on the weekend.. but i dont do any thing but chill out with my doggy and get wings get out and go see movies. bolles is like my friend other than my rms keith and john and nikki. im just lonely. post comment

To any One [28 Dec 2007|11:59pm] that has any thoughts about GOD and our Gov. I think you all should watch no you MUST WATCH http://www.zeitgeistmovie.com/ it will blow you away. It ran a chill down my spine(all the religion). Hmm I went to melt to day.. for the first time with keith nikki and john. Saw an old friend and wanida. I ate good and had some sweet beer. I must say when i saw you i got weak legged and a chill went thu me. I dont know why.. post comment

life [05 Dec 2007|11:08pm] ugh. nothing sweet nothing great. all i do is work and tend to my dog. I have a week paid va ca, but no one wants to do any thing with me.. sigh. I wanna go to vancover but i need to save a G. Or go camping In MI or some thing. Works good, started back at Indie to day.. wooo 8 hours at JP then 3-4 Hours at Indie at least i'll have some extra money. johnny boiys gots a lady now, and i still do not. I dont attempt to get one so, my loss. I decided i have about 5 friends. keith, john, matt bolles and perry and well nikki cuz she lives here. thats all no one else. I tried to go to a bar but man i wanted to shot my self. I have not been drunk in like a year. but i smoke every day. eh. Filling out papers to go back to school, might go take a tour with my va ca days. Forest Ranger.... I Picture my self with a log cabin, a shot gun, little baby bowsers running around, a garden, animals and a lady friend. Thats all. I think its that or go on a crime spree that will end in my death. post comment

[15 Oct 2007|11:20pm] Ha. hmm nothing has changed in my life but this. i know i say it all the time but im cutting back on smoking like whoa. to day i want to say was my last till one of my friends waan a get me high.. hmm im growing a rat tail. its sweet. and Halo3 kiksa ss BEAR243 come get some bitches. post comment

bad dad [22 Sep 2007|01:55am] so i was clipping bowsers nails and he hates it when i do that soo aferwards he was barking at the clippers and i mocked him with them pressing them in and out he suddenly lunges at me while i push in and then CUT goes his tongue blood fucking every where i freaked out and i mean blood was all over the place and he acted like he didnt give a fuck went ate food while i lookeed in a phone book for the EMG doggy thing.. but behold it stoped after for ever.. and hes ok now.... but i feel bad. LTC played to night it was 26 cover.. damn. i got it all on digi and the sounds sick. so yeah. 2 comments|post comment

new [20 Sep 2007|11:43pm] AIM i got a new SN The3rdTree so no more backthestab. i deleated my friends list so if you care to talk hit me up. im not on much as im on the mac all damn day at work. but yea backthestab was - and im + so hit me up. post comment

dvd [19 Sep 2007|09:56pm] i must say i love net flixs . i was just intrduced to a showtime show called DEXTER and its pretty good. hm this weekend my cali dudes are coming up light this city and quest into entirety and we are going to the rock and roll hall of fame for free as we all are touring band ha. but i could get in there any ways for free cuz we work with them all the time. bla bla. then our boys from up north are coming despised icon and on sun day me and john are on the quest list at the peebody for the .. well heres the breakdown FRI. SEP 21 - EDGUY w/ Firewind, Into Eternity, Susperia, Echoes of Eternity, light this city $20.00 adv. - $24.00 dos. Doors: 7PM---- SAT SEP 22 - SUICIDE SILENCE w/ Despised Icon, See you Next Tuesday, Winds of Plague (Matinee Show) $10.00 Doors: 2PM------- -------- and sunday SUN. SEP 23 - Sonata Artica $17.00 adv. - $20.00 dos. Doors: 7PM all free shows all free drinks mostly cuz of our hookup and work. woot post comment

well [15 Sep 2007|02:46am] we had a shin dig at our place, a bunch of people showed up and me and john bought 70 bones worth of beer. Im not drunk pretty tippsy, every one left like 30mins ago. about time. no hood rats came as i thought and it was pretty quiet, so thats good. the pigs are busy across the street at some house and dont mind us at all so tits. im going to columbia here soon for 2 weeks and john and keith might come more john than keith due to nikki my g ma and aunts will pay half for us soo thats going to be fucking sweeet.. i also joined a kick ball league. the Jakprints kick ball things we face like 20 dif companys in this. ha hell yeah get blitzed and play kick ball.! ugh to ight i drank the most beers in like 6 months, i cant think of the last time i was drunk. and fucking mandie bailed on me she diped out with out saying bye and then asked me to go over to her place but im not about to drive so f that.. JP is growing strong.. last month was the best month ever, we are getting bigger and bigger by the day. but yeah. i cant complain about life right now. i havennt been depressed in like for ever, but im getting to the point that i need to go out more and be social with people and get a girl cuz mandie is playing me or some thing and i hate mind tricks.. but yeah where would i go.. bars.? hmm i dont drink much and well people anoy me. look how much i wrote due to all this lager i drank... post comment

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